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Feeling ungrounded

December 16, 2025 / CrazyKat1963 / 3 Comments

Today’s view and current mood: cloudy with a chance of sunshine. I’m feeling sad and out of sorts and in trying to figure out exactly what is going on, I’ve come to a few conclusions. First, with my current shoulder situation, things aren’t bouncing off me as easily as they usually do. I’ve had two … Continue reading Feeling ungrounded

Birthday memories

July 21, 2025July 21, 2025 / CrazyKat1963 / Leave a comment

Okay, I admit it. I’m a bit of a control freak, but also a people pleaser. I thought about it quite a bit and then wrote on here what I was going to do for my birthday. I decided Blue Eyes could come with me, and he did. A few days before my birthday, however, … Continue reading Birthday memories

The beautiful Oregon coast

April 25, 2025April 25, 2025 / CrazyKat1963 / 4 Comments

Shipwreck at Ft. Stevens, near Astoria, Oregon Having just made another road trip south, this time down Hwy. 101 from Arch Cape, I feel the need to post about the beauty of this section of the United States. I grew up in Portland and spent many, many weekends and summers visiting mostly the Lincoln City … Continue reading The beautiful Oregon coast

What’s going on

April 17, 2025 / CrazyKat1963 / Leave a comment

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6NXnxTNIWkc And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bedJust to get it all out what's in my headAnd I, I am feeling a little peculiar And so I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take a deep breath and I get real high And I scream from the top … Continue reading What’s going on

Hurts 2B human

September 20, 2023September 21, 2023 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

"Hope flows awayIf you could spend a day in my shoesYour mind would changeIf you'd known what I've gone throughWe want the same (Yeah, we do)Maybe then you'll understandHow it hurts to be human Oh God, it hurts to be human" Y'all know how much I love Pink and her music and her boldness and … Continue reading Hurts 2B human

Taking the hit

May 4, 2023May 4, 2023 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

Mingei International Museum, Balboa Park, San Diego, CA I wrote previously about the situation with my youngest brother, The Listener. He worked for us for 17 years. I hired him out of college at 24. I fired him seven months ago. A lot happened in both our lives during the time he worked for our … Continue reading Taking the hit

For the love of road trips, part 4

September 14, 2022September 14, 2022 / CrazyKat1963 / 3 Comments

I should really just call these posts California road trips. Although I have done a lot of road trips outside the west coast, this year has been all about California. That’s okay, because I really like California. I was home for eight weeks, just enough time to experience a freak April snowstorm 😮, finally close … Continue reading For the love of road trips, part 4

For the love of road trips, part 3

August 25, 2022August 26, 2022 / CrazyKat1963 / 3 Comments

I spent January in Ojai, California where I found a little mid century bungalow fixer upper to buy as a winter home. I spent February in Ojai solidifying purchase of said bungalow, a hellish experience for sure as the sellers needed to sell, for financial reasons, but one of the sellers really didn't want to … Continue reading For the love of road trips, part 3

For the love of road trips, part 2

August 22, 2022August 22, 2022 / CrazyKat1963 / 2 Comments

Continuing the conversation from back in December.... The Peacemaker and I got up early so we could get in a nice hike before leaving this gorgeous area of California (the redwood forest, not the town of Orick). We actually did 2 hikes that day, in 2 different forests. I’m just so mesmerized by these trees. … Continue reading For the love of road trips, part 2

For the love of road trips, part 1

July 13, 2022July 13, 2022 / CrazyKat1963 / 2 Comments

All those weeks ago (when I started this post it was weeks ago, but those weeks have turned into months) we all left Portland in the middle of a snow event. It sounds like I am running away from our traditional Portland winter, which by the way is nothing like winter in much of the … Continue reading For the love of road trips, part 1

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