- Beyond the sea
- A weight on my shoulders
- It will never be about us
- Feeling lucky
- Sex, Lies and Obsession
- Issues
- Turbulence on re-entry
- Seven days in Paris
- I’m sorry
- Is trust all it’s cracked up to be?
- Road trip to Yosemite
- More about year four
- Revelations
- Australia, week two: the rainforest
- Australia, week one: Melbourne
- My healing place
- Australia, week one: the big city
- The fight for control
- Another missing piece
- New Zealand, week three: blue skies & sunshine
- I cried, just a little…
- New Zealand, week three: Picton & Akaroa
- New Zealand, week two: cruising
- New Zealand, week one: old friend
- New Zealand, week one: new friends
- I’m baaack
- Charting progress
- The long and winding road
- So, what was wrong with my marriage?
- Let the count down begin…
- Snowed in
- He’s just not that type of guy
- We all need a path out
- Anonymous
- Travelogue: Tokyo
- Living in denial
- My time alone
- Advice not wanted
- I am truly thankful
- Travelogue: I’m all about the Hawaiian beaches, Oahu
- Does time heal wounds
- Getting to that place
- Travelogue: North Carolina
- It still hurts
- Forever a work in progress
- Emotional health
- I’m here
- I’ve made a lot of excuses
- A Girl’s Garden
- I’m a control freak
- We know it’s not our fault
- Complacency
- Who knows the truth
- Just a few tear drops
- And while I’m on the topic…
- “The most important thing is integrity”
- Just another love story. Part seventeen: the early years, with children
- I keep writing
- Trauma is a bitch
- Snow White, again
- Crazy making
- I’m saying those words
- I’m not good enough
- Therapy is nice…
- Breakfast conversation
- Okay, me too!
- My little corner of the world
- Travelogue: It’s all about the food, and the company, NOLA
- I am thankful…
- Closure
- How do I love thee?
- Can it be…
- A forever reminder
- Our time apart
- There’s a cost to all the pain
- Some people will never get it
- Why now
- “I never wanted you to find out the truth…”
- “It will never happen again”
- The ninth step
- And then, the rain
- Sunshine
- Insight and healing
- Just another love story. Part sixteen: jobs for everyone
- On being an addict
- Homage to Georgia
- Lost identity
- The power of positive energy
- Hashtag, The Struggle Is Real
- The new normal
- Just another love story. Part fifteen: a change of scenery, and a baby
- Plan, revised.
- “The only winning move is not to play.”
- Post 300
- On loving kindness
- Fight for me already
- Running away
- Drum roll please… what’s an accountability report again?
- Dreamers
- Why did I do that?
- The only way out, is right on through
- The sinner and the saint
- The third year, part 2
- Here we go again
- Where do I fit in?
- A tumble, then a fall
- Mercy
- The third year, part 1
- What was he thinking
- Worth fighting for
- Looking back, just like any other day
- Looking back, part two
- Looking back, part one
- It warms my heart
- Did someone say Cinnamon Rolls
- Reconciling the differences
- I was doing so well
- Learning to fly
- Life is a good teacher and a good friend
- Holiday Treats
- Just another love story. Part fourteen: Testing the marriage.
- I will never tell him I forgive him
- Just another love story. Part thirteen: California and a wedding
- Nobody said it was easy
- Seeking happiness
- Comfort foods
- Amends, part two
- Amends, part one
- I did it
- The land of the rising sun
- Some days
- Sunday mornings
- And that’s a good thing
- Facebook, you torture me
- Just another love story. Part twelve: coming home
- Revisiting my story
- Why her?
- Like a dog with a bone
- My challenge with blogging
- Just getting by
- I hope you dance
- One year ago today
- Celebrations
- I hate effing roller coasters
- 12 days on the road
- The boy we left behind
- The phone call that changed everything
- Happy Blogiversary
- On letting go, part two
- On letting go, part one
- My day in the big apple
- Note to self
- The battle
- Revisiting empathy
- What happens when they break the rules
- The awakening
- On being “strong”
- The difference between an affair and an addiction
- Protecting my heart
- Love is a precious gift
- Ocean Waters
- Showers
- The good news
- The good news, or the bad news?
- 26 years
- Just another love story. Part eleven: leaving Japan
- Shame
- An afternoon of baking: Chocolate Zucchini Cake
- Take me away
- At the end of the day…
- A book report: The Wednesday Group
- Just another love story. Part ten: January in Japan
- Cherry blossoms in July
- Sleep is a treasured commodity
- Revive me
- A chance at happily ever after
- Why didn’t I think of me
- Torn
- Oh happy day!
- Healthy Eating: Plantain Tostadas
- Living in my moment
- Don’t do it…
- An afternoon of baking: Banana Bread and Blueberry Scones
- Stumbling down the road to recovery
- The highjacking of empathy
- This is no joke…
- A hornet’s nest
- Inspiration
- Happy Dad’s Day
- Why I stay
- And then it all went to s*%t
- Broken
- Accountability Report: Community Supported Agriculture (CSA)
- Liebster Award
- Obliteration of self
- Just another love story. Part nine: arriving Japan
- Please stop saying you’re sorry
- A desperate need for structure
- An afternoon of baking: I wanted my cake, and to eat it too!
- The blog of me
- We are all in pain
- Why are dreams so freakin’ weird
- I don’t actually know what is real
- How I know I wouldn’t do “that”
- Just another love story. Part eight: questioning the engagement
- My first acrylic
- Break Free
- Just another love story. Part seven: the narcissist goes in, guns blazing
- Just another love story. Part six: Blue Eyes graduates college
- let it go
- I don’t want to be preachy, just understanding, but…
- Give It All
- More inspiration
- thoughts for today: fear & strength
- A mountain of fear
- Everybody hurts… sometimes
- How to make a mommy cry
- Hey baby, what’s your sign?
- So what ever happened to that celibacy thing we were doing?
- Was I dropped on a planet full of sex crazed monsters?
- He envisioned the devil
- Remembering Kyoto
- More couple’s therapy
- I need to talk this out, okay?
- I could be happy anywhere
- Couple’s therapy
- I am the wife
- Accountability Report: let’s regroup
- Sex IS optional, part two
- Sex IS optional, part one
- I will not be robbed of my story
- Evolution of a friendship
- Travelogue: Paris, March 2015 (three short days)
- Travelogue: Paris past and present (part four)
- “I know how difficult it must be…”
- Confession to make
- Accountability Report: I cheated
- Caught between
- Travelogue: a quick trip to London
- Travelogue: Paris past and present (part three)
- Continuing to purge
- Letting go of the dream
- Accountability Report. Time to check back in.
- Travelogue: Paris past and present (part two)
- On the plane home
- Travelogue: Paris past and present (part one)
- Needing to vent
- I can see the crash, but I cannot stop the train
- Travelogue: Amsterdam in early March
- A productive conversation
- Reconnecting with Blue Eyes… and with the trauma
- Accountability & Archives
- Too soon
- Just another love story. Part five: learning to compromise
- The angry wife
- For my own good
- Cleansing tears
- Accountability Report. Week Two
- Just another love story. Part four: meeting the parents
- And that would be gas lighting
- It started on Valentine’s Day
- Accountability Report. Week One.
- Should I thank the flower lady
- Just another love story. Part three: the pregnancy
- One more night
- The year has come and gone
- Health is fleeting
- Can anyone relate?
- Just another love story. Part two: a summer apart
- Tumbling from the pedestal
- Just another love story. Part one: let’s be friends
- Melancholy Sunday
- Unburying the trauma
- The year that felt like a lifetime
- We are all in pain
- And then jet lag happened
- It’s not love. It’s safety I seek
- A ray of sunshine
- What I wish he had said
- How do I know it isn’t real, part two
- How do I know it isn’t real, part one
- We are all just players in his game
- Who killed Bambi’s mother
- Another dark road, part two
- Another dark road, part one
- Balancing out a dysfunctional marriage
- I watched him sleep
- New year, new look
- Saving a marriage
- Guest post: the sex addict speaks about his first step
- Yeah, let’s get this over with right now
- The ambush, part two
- The ambush, part one
- Telling my sister
- I am a strong, joyful woman deserving of happiness
- Fear is my greatest enemy
- Some good news
- Deciding to take my life back
- Bonding road trip from hell, part four
- Bonding road trip from hell, part three
- Bonding road trip from hell, part two
- Bonding road trip from hell, part one
- Stranger things have not happened
- I need a place to hide
- A bridge between sky and earth
- The stalker whore makes an appearance
- The self-cleaning vagina
- The Golden Rule
- Internet, dating, and sex addiction
- So, let’s talk about “mind blowing” sex
- Anxiety
- Unbalanced
- Where my pain comes from today
- I don’t care if the world knows what my secrets are
- Healing hail storm
- A present day breakthrough
- Heartbroken
- I want to go home
- The phone bill doesn’t lie
- Articles on sex addiction
- Feeding the Beast: my husband’s affair partners
- Love is blind, but marriage restores its sight
- Apparently I am just not good at this therapy stuff
- On this day
- He finally called the police
- A quick peek into the very sick mind of a sex addict
- Hospitals, our home away from home
- Flirting with triggers, again
- Falling back in love with my husband
- The Reconnaissance Mission
- Bursting Bubbles
- Hasta la vista, baby!
- A wife’s worst nightmare
- The celibacy fiasco
- Hey, I miss the other women
- I went to a sunshine yellow valley, and I was loved
- Finding my happy place
- Thoughts for the day
- Cleaning the closet with PTSD
- Saying Good-bye
- We told my parents today
- Oh, I forgot one more thing I have learned
- Things I have learned after five months of trauma and a boatload of therapy
- Consequences
- A sweet break from reality
- She haunts these places
- Powerless to the addiction
- Joy will burn out the pain.
- Put it all in a box and hide it away
- Another one bites the dust
- Day Two: Can we fix this mess?
- Day One: How did I get here?
- You can’t always get what you want…
- And the rest of the weekend went like this
- I did not leave tonight
- Building a dream
- I fall apart
- I could star in my own reality show
- The darkness
- As it turns out, I am a quitter
- Today I want to gut the bitch
- Am I losing my mind
- I am alone.
- Contact with the other woman
- These are a few of my favorite triggers
- I will come out of the storm
- Please let me off this psychotherapy hamster wheel
- Planting the seeds
- Trauma on the high seas
- Thank goodness we can’t tell the future
- She walked this path
- Not sure this one’s going to stick either
- Dude, sorry we’re so miserable, but we really do love your ranch
- No More
- Leave your baggage at the door and join me for a little celebration
- A very long letter to the delusional, hoarding, alcoholic whore who thinks my husband gives a damn about her!
- I hate pretending
- You expect me to believe this is addiction?
- Out with the old, in with the new
- A downward spiral into my abyss
- OMG, are you effing kidding me…
- Finding peace in paradise
- triggers and glimmers
- Please make it stop
- I would do it again
- Why is she still calling
- If Facebook were real life and STD’s were still someone else’s problem
- The loss of innocence
- She keeps calling and I am devolving
- Who is my best friend
- What about the others, and a diagnosis
- Damn you Craig, and your list, whoever you are.
- And so it begins
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