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Month: November 2014

I want to go home

November 30, 2014December 20, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

Journal Entry: August 11, 2014 I wake up sad and lonely. I want to go back to the place where someone took care of me, where someone loved me unconditionally, where someone nurtured me and didn't take me for granted. I want to go back to the place where I played all day, out in … Continue reading I want to go home

The phone bill doesn’t lie

November 30, 2014February 26, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 13 Comments

journal Entry: August 8, 2014 Things have been going pretty well since our anniversary. No real overly dramatic moments for me, although the PTSD still knocks me on my ass on a regular basis. Our older son visited for a few days last week and we all went out to our new beach property. My husband was able … Continue reading The phone bill doesn’t lie

Articles on sex addiction

November 29, 2014July 20, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / Leave a comment

In reading recent posts on blogs I follow, I came across a couple of articles posted on substance.com that discuss sex addiction from one addict's perspective. I am linking them here for anyone interested. They are very informational and kind of reiterate some of the things I have discussed regarding my husband here on my blog. … Continue reading Articles on sex addiction

Feeding the Beast: my husband’s affair partners

November 29, 2014June 10, 2016 / CrazyKat1963 / 12 Comments

journal Entry: July 30, 2014 Today is the anniversary of the last time my husband had sexual relations with a woman other than me. Nearly 30 years after we started dating, and one day after our 24th wedding anniversary, my husband had a "quickie" sexual liaison with his eight year affair partner, for the very … Continue reading Feeding the Beast: my husband’s affair partners

Love is blind, but marriage restores its sight

November 28, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 3 Comments

Journal Entry: July 29, 2014 "Love and harmony combine, And around our souls entwine, While thy branches mix with mine, And our roots together join. Joys upon our branches sit, Chirping loud and singing sweet; Like gentle streams beneath our feet, Innocence and virtue meet." -William Blake Before I got married, my mother gave me … Continue reading Love is blind, but marriage restores its sight

Apparently I am just not good at this therapy stuff

November 28, 2014November 28, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 8 Comments

Journal Entry: July 17, 2014 I had a run in with Chatty Kathy today. I am starting to think I am not cut out for therapy. Blue Eyes is preparing his first step for his 12 step sex addicts anonymous share. He hopes to get his first step done in the next couple months. It … Continue reading Apparently I am just not good at this therapy stuff

On this day

November 27, 2014November 27, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 3 Comments

I give thanks for the following things (and many others I am forgetting, that will probably show up on next year's list): *  I am thankful for this gorgeous tree that lives in my front yard and I am thankful that I have the blessing of eyesight so that I can see it, in every season, in … Continue reading On this day

He finally called the police

November 27, 2014November 27, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

Journal Entry: July 14, 2014 At my last therapy appointment I mentioned something about the fact that the other woman was still calling. My therapist, Chatty Kathy, seemed pretty shocked the woman was still calling, and also asked me why I hadn't changed my number out yet. I told her I had tried, but the … Continue reading He finally called the police

A quick peek into the very sick mind of a sex addict

November 26, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / 18 Comments

Journal Entry: July 13, 2014 My husband is feeling better, so we decide to go out to lunch together. As we are finishing our lunch, we are chatting, sitting across from each other and I notice my husband, distracted, looking off somewhere behind me. I ignore it. Then, as I am talking, I see him smile at … Continue reading A quick peek into the very sick mind of a sex addict

Hospitals, our home away from home

November 26, 2014November 26, 2014 / CrazyKat1963 / Leave a comment

Journal Entry: July 13, 2014 I cannot even count the number of times my husband has been in the hospital since I have known him. The first night we "slept together" he left for the hospital the next day. We were 20 years old, and sleeping together, in his single dorm room, turned out to be a lot … Continue reading Hospitals, our home away from home

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