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Not the lesser Babka

January 23, 2018January 23, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 17 Comments

As it turns out, I am suffering from a concussion. I am assuming it is mild since my current symptoms are mild. I have a doc appointment tomorrow afternoon, just to make sure that I am taking the proper precautions. We head out of town tomorrow night on a business trip. I am currently absolutely … Continue reading Not the lesser Babka

Family

January 4, 2018September 30, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 20 Comments

The end of each year, from Thanksgiving to New Years Day, brings with it a lot of family time for pretty much everyone we know. For the first couple of years of recovery, this family time was fraught with trauma and anxiety. Some people know about Blue Eyes' secret life, but many do not. I … Continue reading Family

Did someone say Cinnamon Rolls

January 3, 2016January 3, 2016 / CrazyKat1963 / 18 Comments

I am a sucker for cinnamon rolls. I adore them. I crave them. After making three meals a day for days, the Peacemaker and I decided we were going to be lazy one night and order in dinner from one of those delivery places. Apparently they do that kind of thing here too, not just … Continue reading Did someone say Cinnamon Rolls

Holiday Treats

December 20, 2015December 20, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 18 Comments

Just like anyone else who celebrates, I have lots and lots of memories and feelings surrounding the Christmas holiday. As I have discussed, religion is all over the place in my family. First, my parents are Christian. They were married in a Christian church (even though they have no idea what kind of Christian church, it … Continue reading Holiday Treats

Comfort foods

December 5, 2015December 5, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 22 Comments

November was a doozy of a month really. So much going on, and by the end the weather was feeling much more winter than fall. A trip to Japan, turkey day, anesthesia anxiety, and a few illnesses thrown in for good measure made the month more exciting than I would have liked. Blue Eyes and … Continue reading Comfort foods

And that’s a good thing

November 20, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 15 Comments

I was just over at woundedraven's blog The Affair Diary reading her post Thanks(but no thanks)giving... which reminded me that my Thanksgiving dilemma for this year has been solved. I have been dreading getting up the courage to tell everyone that I don't want to have Thanksgiving again this year. Last year I opted out and we went … Continue reading And that’s a good thing

An afternoon of baking: Chocolate Zucchini Cake

July 20, 2015July 21, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 11 Comments

This time of year, in our neck of the woods, zucchini are everywhere! They grow so fast and furious when the heat comes on and boy have we had the heat. We have been eating zucchini since May. I have been thinking about making chocolate zucchini cake for a couple weeks now. My mom used to make … Continue reading An afternoon of baking: Chocolate Zucchini Cake

Healthy Eating: Plantain Tostadas

July 1, 2015July 1, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 10 Comments

No joke, people. In honor of American Independence Day this weekend and the thousands of pies that will be consumed, here I sit, a chubby ball of sugar (and dare I say it, fat) almost always thinking about eating healthy. I really do love the idea of the Whole30 eating plan. I love everything about … Continue reading Healthy Eating: Plantain Tostadas

An afternoon of baking: Banana Bread and Blueberry Scones

June 28, 2015July 14, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 14 Comments

A gorgeous tea cup given to me by my grandma. Somehow I ended up with her entire bone china teacup collection and I'm never giving it up. One of my favorite happy activities is baking. It reminds me of my grandmothers, but especially of my maternal grandmother. She was such a sweet soul and I … Continue reading An afternoon of baking: Banana Bread and Blueberry Scones

Accountability Report: Community Supported Agriculture (CSA)

June 14, 2015June 15, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 13 Comments

I haven't checked in on the physical health front for a while, so now is as good a time as any. I started slipping back into old ways and my weight started edging back up to the 190 mark and my fasting blood sugars were on the rise. I have my next doctor appointment the first … Continue reading Accountability Report: Community Supported Agriculture (CSA)

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