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Month: May 2017

Revelations

May 24, 2017May 24, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 17 Comments

Embracing Mindfulness. If we actually sit and think, really sit with our thoughts, and actions, do we condone our own behavior. No Excuses. I have the above italicized words written on a note, but I didn't write down who said them? Maybe Pema Chodron? I do remember me typing in the words around it though. … Continue reading Revelations

Australia, week two: the rainforest

May 21, 2017May 21, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 10 Comments

Fair Warning: this is my last travel post from our six week vacation and it is a LONG one. After our kanga/koala day trip excursion, we tried to get ahold of our travel agent, but it was a Sunday night. Our Qantas flight up to Cairns Airport had not been canceled. We were seeing reports … Continue reading Australia, week two: the rainforest

Australia, week one: Melbourne

May 19, 2017June 15, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 6 Comments

We spent a whirlwind three days in and around Melbourne, Australia. "...there never seems to be enough time to do the things you want to do once you find them." This should probably be my theme song for travel. We fell in love with Melbourne. I want to go back for the Australian Open Tennis … Continue reading Australia, week one: Melbourne

My healing place

May 16, 2017May 16, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 30 Comments

The week before Mother's Day, I headed over to the beach house for some "me" time. Mother Nature was looking out for me and my somewhat melancholy mood. The weather went from pouring rain and fierce winds, to sunshine and warmer temperatures literally overnight. I spent five glorious days at the beach before the weather turned … Continue reading My healing place

Australia, week one: the big city

May 4, 2017May 4, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

Before we arrived Sydney, however, our cruise ship docked at Hobart, Tasmania. Again we had received recommendations from Ruby and had opted for the Tahune Forest Airwalk. Forests ended up being a theme for this trip. It was a beautiful day in Hobart as we hopped on a bus that would take us to the … Continue reading Australia, week one: the big city

The fight for control

May 3, 2017May 3, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 10 Comments

Obviously Blue Eyes and I still have our moments. There are details that I don't know. I would be living in fantasyland if I thought I would ever know everything. At this point, I don't want to know any more. I do not specifically seek out details from the secret life of my sex addict husband. Sometimes, … Continue reading The fight for control

Another missing piece

May 2, 2017May 2, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 31 Comments

As mentioned previously on this blog, I periodically perform an internet search of people I know, specifically my husband and kids. I have done this for a long time, way before dday. Mostly it used to be fun. Blue Eyes used to have a lot of links and photos, etc... when he was still on social … Continue reading Another missing piece

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