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Not the lesser Babka

January 23, 2018January 23, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 17 Comments

As it turns out, I am suffering from a concussion. I am assuming it is mild since my current symptoms are mild. I have a doc appointment tomorrow afternoon, just to make sure that I am taking the proper precautions. We head out of town tomorrow night on a business trip. I am currently absolutely … Continue reading Not the lesser Babka

I won’t give up

January 11, 2018January 11, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 24 Comments

I hopped on the elliptical this afternoon and turned my exercise play list to shuffle mode. 'I Won't Give Up' by Jason Mraz was the first song to play. A good warm-up song for me. Actually, listening to this song has brought me through some tough moments over the past four years. It's kind of … Continue reading I won’t give up

Family

January 4, 2018January 6, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 20 Comments

The end of each year, from Thanksgiving to New Years Day, brings with it a lot of family time for pretty much everyone we know. For the first couple of years of recovery, this family time was fraught with trauma and anxiety. Some people know about Blue Eyes' secret life, but many do not. I … Continue reading Family

Beyond the sea

August 12, 2017August 12, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 17 Comments

Apparently I won't be facing my in-laws any time soon. Phew. I'm still not sure what provoked his desire to make contact, we need to have a long discussion about this, but truth is, I haven't felt up to the conversation. When I left the beach house last week, my cold was bad and I … Continue reading Beyond the sea

Feeling lucky

July 18, 2017July 18, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 18 Comments

Do you ever have one of those days, or weeks, where you feel lucky? Like pinch yourself lucky? Like you should really get yourself on down to the casino and play some cards, lucky? Or maybe this is the day to buy that winning lottery ticket? Or... you feel like today is the day you … Continue reading Feeling lucky

My healing place

May 16, 2017May 16, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 30 Comments

The week before Mother's Day, I headed over to the beach house for some "me" time. Mother Nature was looking out for me and my somewhat melancholy mood. The weather went from pouring rain and fierce winds, to sunshine and warmer temperatures literally overnight. I spent five glorious days at the beach before the weather turned … Continue reading My healing place

My time alone

December 9, 2016December 9, 2016 / CrazyKat1963 / 15 Comments

We are heading out of town to Tokyo tomorrow and I didn't want to leave my blog sitting here with the bit about mistresses hanging in the air. So here I am, carving out a few minutes to jot down my thoughts while trying to finish off that last little bit of packing. It was a fairly … Continue reading My time alone

I am truly thankful

November 29, 2016November 29, 2016 / CrazyKat1963 / 26 Comments

We did it! We spent Thanksgiving at our new beach house. The experience had its ups and downs. Pluses and minuses, if you will, but what cannot be denied is that both Blue Eyes and I were blown away by our new house... and actually there was a huge storm at the coast the night … Continue reading I am truly thankful

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