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The American Southwest, part three

November 10, 2020 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

As previously mentioned, we woke up to snow in Salt Lake City, Utah on Day 3 of 16 of our Autumn Road Trip. A very early snow day, according to locals. This day was also The Peacemaker's 27th birthday, so the day was all about him and his choices of what he wanted to do. … Continue reading The American Southwest, part three

What we learn

September 24, 2019September 24, 2019 / CrazyKat1963 / 13 Comments

As it turns out, I am surrounded these days by young couples getting married. Some years we're bombarded with graduation announcements, some years big birthday parties, this year, weddings. I used to cry at weddings. What a happy day, two people joining together, promising their undying love and devotion to each other, forever. Everyone looks … Continue reading What we learn

Dreams come true, part three

September 5, 2019September 5, 2019 / CrazyKat1963 / 13 Comments

The best part of the trip to French Polynesia was our stay at The Four Seasons Resort Bora Bora. We flew from Papeete to Bora Bora and boarded the gorgeous private speed boat shuttle from the airport to the resort. We had the whole boat to ourselves. We arrived the Four Seasons and were escorted … Continue reading Dreams come true, part three

Dreams come true, part two

August 27, 2019 / CrazyKat1963 / 16 Comments

THE PAUL GAUGUIN We boarded the Paul Gauguin cruise ship Saturday afternoon, August 20th, in Papeete at about 3:30pm. Easy peasy. After checking our passports, etc... they had us in our room in about 15 minutes. Definitely the easiest cruise ship check-in we have ever experienced. We had opted for one of the two Grand … Continue reading Dreams come true, part two

Dreams come true, part one

August 16, 2019August 16, 2019 / CrazyKat1963 / 2 Comments

It may have taken a long time, but in the end it did not matter. after much healing through self-observation she now had strength, she now had courage, and the wisdom to wield her new magic with virtue. no longer did she run from her pain or her troubles, no longer did she allow delusions … Continue reading Dreams come true, part one

Do not say those words…

November 27, 2018November 27, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 57 Comments

Now that American Thanksgiving has passed I have a bit of a breather before I start preparing for Christmas and the New Year. The Thanksgiving holiday was wonderful. I arrived at the beach house with two full days to prep, and I really only needed one. I can be quite productive when I put my … Continue reading Do not say those words…

Guess what I do when I’m really pissed off

August 27, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 37 Comments

These days... I book expensive travel. Simple as that. I used to book travel so that our little family could spend time together. Blue Eyes often was either working away from home or traveled a lot for business when our children were little. For quite a while he was away from home 20-23 days of … Continue reading Guess what I do when I’m really pissed off

Where to start…

August 6, 2018August 6, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 16 Comments

Wow, it's been a while. It's August already. How did that happen? I missed a whole month here on the blog. I have been trying to keep up with the few blogs I follow. Please know that I am here and I feel the pain. I remember all the stages, vividly. I am thrilled and … Continue reading Where to start…

Family

January 4, 2018September 30, 2018 / CrazyKat1963 / 20 Comments

The end of each year, from Thanksgiving to New Years Day, brings with it a lot of family time for pretty much everyone we know. For the first couple of years of recovery, this family time was fraught with trauma and anxiety. Some people know about Blue Eyes' secret life, but many do not. I … Continue reading Family

Happy blog anniversary to me

October 4, 2017October 4, 2017 / CrazyKat1963 / 10 Comments

Thanks WordPress for letting me know. It's been three years! Wow. I'm so glad I have had this venue to talk things out. Indeed I do feel like I have been through a rough storm, but I'm not going to drown. I'm doing okay. Good even. Thanks for being there for me. ❤

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