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Travelogue: Amsterdam in early March

March 11, 2015March 29, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 6 Comments

Amsterdam: March 8 & 9, 2015 Blue Eyes and I are toying with the idea of starting a travel blog. Just for fun. I decided to practice a bit here on this blog since anyone who reads knows we are currently traveling in Europe. First off, I realize I need to bring my big fancy … Continue reading Travelogue: Amsterdam in early March

A productive conversation

March 9, 2015March 10, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 2 Comments

We made it to Amsterdam. When we got off the plane at 7:15am Amsterdam time, 12:15am Salt Lake City time, with no sleep and running on less than five hours from the night before, AND not getting one good night's sleep the entire previous week, I knew I wasn't going to go sightseeing when we … Continue reading A productive conversation

Reconnecting with Blue Eyes… and with the trauma

March 9, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 16 Comments

It has been more than four days since I posted. That's a long time for me. We have been busy. I was delighted to welcome my husband to Salt Lake City. It felt great being back in his arms. We both immediately felt more grounded and whole. This is a good thing. I desperately missed him … Continue reading Reconnecting with Blue Eyes… and with the trauma

Accountability & Archives

March 4, 2015March 4, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 7 Comments

Day four, Salt Lake City, Utah, USA Accountability Hey all, I never did post an Accountability Report before leaving home last Saturday. I will post as soon as we return from our travels. Currently I am struggling to get my steps and exercise in, but I am following my healthy eating plan meticulously. I have … Continue reading Accountability & Archives

Too soon

March 4, 2015November 29, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 9 Comments

I am on my last day in Salt Lake City without Blue Eyes. I pick him up at the airport tomorrow around lunch time. I have been here since Saturday. It was much more difficult than I could have imagined. Not the seeing my brother and his wife and their little family part. Not the holding … Continue reading Too soon

Just another love story. Part five: learning to compromise

March 1, 2015March 4, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 5 Comments

After returning home from the Thanksgiving trip from Hell, we both had to focus on the final few weeks of classes. I tried to forget all about Blue Eyes’ parents, but it was difficult. By the time we hit the end of the term, we had some decisions to make. First, Blue Eyes had started … Continue reading Just another love story. Part five: learning to compromise

The angry wife

February 27, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 9 Comments

It's been a tough week. Emotions are running high due to my impending trip out of town. I had a bout with low blood pressure while on a five mile walk with my husband earlier this week. I got through the difficult part of the walk, the first half is up hill. We walk through neighborhoods and … Continue reading The angry wife

For my own good

February 26, 2015February 26, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 16 Comments

It's been a few days since I posted. Not because I have nothing to write about, or even that I haven't had time to be on WP as I have continued reading blogs and thinking about my blog. I have been working on another post for about a week, but I have put that aside … Continue reading For my own good

Cleansing tears

February 23, 2015November 29, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 17 Comments

Sunday morning, Blue Eyes made me breakfast and we sat at the table talking about a healthy plan for when we travel. He will have meetings most of the day, some even centering around meals. I will be on my own much of the time and although I will have some work that will need … Continue reading Cleansing tears

Accountability Report. Week Two

February 21, 2015February 21, 2015 / CrazyKat1963 / 11 Comments

I'm still doing well on my self prescribed health plan, and living high on the power of music again this week. For inspiration to get back on that elliptical after a minor ankle tweak, I changed up my exercise play list, which got me digging around in my music library. I happened upon one of … Continue reading Accountability Report. Week Two

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