The question with answers that don’t make sense to someone who would never betray their partner. To someone who isn’t an addict and doesn’t have the need to fill such deep, destructive holes, nothing really makes sense.
Blue Eyes did a pretty good job of reflecting on the question that has been asked by me so many times… not so much why did you do it, but why that awful woman, and why so many times with that awful woman. If you’re going to cheat, put EVERYTHING on the line, why not upgrade to something that is at least decent looking? Someone who isn’t violent. Why an alcoholic, hoarding, violent, mentally ill older woman? What a sick game. UGH.
Anyway, I will always get it, and never get it, all at the same time.